I sit here thinking on things that I haven't really thought of in a long time. With some of the recent things with Emma finally going to school on Monday. I find it sort of unnerving, that she is going to school now. With Tia it was sort of different. To me it seems that the connection between us is somewhat lacking in some things. I think with my hetic schedule and working on my classes and I don't really have the time to spend with here taking small hikes and such.  Yet we have so much in common and we can't seem to communicate very well. As a parent I try to get things right, but there is always that obstacle somewhere. You do what you can, but sometimes it's not enough.  Every day I mentioned something to the goddess to help me with some sort of answer, but nothing seems to be clear, just yet. Maybe I need to pull my head out of my ass and listen to what is given to me and let instinct take over.

With all of the recent incidents it's hard to keep everything straight and in focus, but sometimes that is what needs to happen. To find any peace is to go through the chaos and find the order within it all. With everything else I am finding that it is all worth it.  Jole' is having another girl, and now I will be besides myself, well I guess there is the power of three going on in my family. Unless with numerology it's 3 girls, 5 years apart, you get 8 or 6 by some way, but I will have to remember that one for the next post. The numbers don't lie, but they can be turned to another direction away from the real truth. Any suggestions to a name would be helpful. I would like either a name that is older, i.e Emma, but nothing that hasn't been used in like the last 2 centuries. Who knows I believe that it will come to us somehow before the baby is born.

With that I will take my leave for now.......

Blessed be

I was wondering if anyone saw part of the eclipse. I do know that there was some fear mongering around China right before the Olympics. I don't believe in such foolishness, but I did manage to watch part of it through the NASA channel, which the coverage or the cameraman was lousy. All you could see was a small part of the eclipse and not the whole thing like some other news channels were doing.  I was just wondering.

its funny how I can have one child as the artist and the other as the skeptic. While Tia is away Emma sometimes seems to come alive.

I on the other hand, whenever I seem to be drinkining that I become more creative. I tend to think that It is because that I am more free with my openness and such. Of course that is with anyone, but with me it only takes one beer. Could be one of the reasons why everyone wants me to tag along to an afterhours party. I can make it more interesting!!!!!

Emma is one that will have some art displayed somewhere, my contacts in Tucson, AZ will help out. I am sure that I will eventually move out of the cable business and go into either the brewery or computer business. I love cooking more than I know about computers! <:P

Even though I may be Wiccan, I still love my cheap or major brand beer!!!! Even Wine as well.

I use this as a tool to help with openness with the goddess and the green man as well.

She understands the deal. Karma is great in that way!!!!!

Other than that Blessed Be to all!!!!!

Sorry if I haven't been on here as of late. I have been working so many long hours and taking classes as well. Since I am going to school during the summer, it has been hard to deal with the long hours that goes along with this job. It is like this every summer.  I would like to get more time off during the summer to spend time with Emma. She has been asking to go walking in the woods and such. With me being off for the 2 short days, and school usually it is hard to do that. As for me not being on here, I don't even have much time to even read emails as of late. I only checked one of my email acct's and that's it. I usually check my school web site and maybe my work email. I will be glad that once this course is over with that I can eventually work at a better job, or playing with the green man and the fairies that Emma wants to play with.

I found this cool site, while looking for a few ideas for Mother's Day. It is called KindNotes. The web address is www.kindnotes.com

I was looking around and they do have quite a few words of inspiration to give to others. There is no occassion that you can't use this for. You can add different embellishments to it and they seem to be adding new things all the time. Might be worth checking out for that next birthday, or thinking of you gift.